ERRR!!!

I want so badly for things to be alright but at this moment i'm not really sure that they can get any better im slowly losing myself again.. and it scares me because i am going thru the same things that i went through before... i want so badly to be able to say i dont care about you anymore but i do... and i think the fact that i still do care is what scares me... im scared that everything is going to come back to me and i am so scared of the feelings that i am having that i dont know really what to do anymore......=]

Plz Help Me Out!!!

I'm getting to the point where I dont really know what I am doing anymore, I am trying to find myself but at the same time i already know mostly what im all about. Im starting to think that maybe this move wasnt that good of an idea for me to move up here. i mean i love it here dont get me wrong but i am starting to feel like i dont belong... i guess its something that just takes time, im starting to get really impatient though.. i dont really know what to do anymore...

                             ~Samantha Lee =]

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